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Title: The Right Decision

Fandom: Doctor Who

Author: [livejournal.com profile] badly_knitted

Characters: Ten, Martha

Rating: PG

Spoilers: The Sound Of Drums/Last of the Time Lords

Summary: Martha knows she’s made the right decision, for everyone concerned.

Word Count: 691

Written For: [livejournal.com profile] samparker’s prompt ‘Doctor Who, Martha, walking away was the right thing’ at [community profile] fic_promptly.

Disclaimer: I don’t own Doctor Who, or the characters. They belong to the BBC.






Martha knows she’s done the right thing, but why does it always have to be so hard? Vicky would understand, because she’s been there; sometimes the only thing you can do is walk away while you still have some pride left.



She still loves the Doctor, probably always will on some level, but she can’t fool herself any more. He’s never going to wake up one day and say that he loves her, she wouldn’t even want him to, not anymore. Her hero is a little tarnished now, she put him up on a pedestal and he’s fallen off.



After everything her family went through during the Year, everything Jack endured, everything the whole planet suffered, the Doctor was more concerned about the Master’s welfare than anything else. It smarts; the earth and everyone on it went through Hell, but the perpetrator of those vile acts of destruction gets all the sympathy. She can’t condone the Doctor’s behaviour, even if she thinks she probably doesn’t have the right to judge him. He’s not a human, so why does she keep expecting him to act like one? It’s just too easy to forget, looking at him with that manic smile and infectious enthusiasm, that he’s an alien, hundreds of years old. He has a different outlook on the universe, one she’ll never understand.



The paradox ended, the earth reverted to how it had been, and nobody down here knew any different; she wonders if the Doctor thinks that makes it all alright. Maybe he does. If people don’t remember, then did it all really happen? Except, people do remember; everyone on the Valiant, right at the heart of the paradox, remembers. Her family saw unspeakable horrors, they’re traumatised and they need her; she couldn’t leave them even if she wanted to, not in good conscience. And truthfully she doesn’t want to; she needs them right now as much as they need her. She needs to be with them, to see them every day and know they’re safe, alive, and undamaged, at least in the physical sense; mentally and emotionally, it’s a different story, and she wonders if Jack can recommend a good therapist. They could all probably do with therapy, preferably from someone who wouldn’t be inclined to commit the lot of them the moment they started talking about a year that no one else remembers.



Jack’s no better off than her family. He’s been tortured and killed repeatedly for a whole year and that’s bound to take a toll, even on someone as strong and resilient as Captain Jack Harkness. She hopes the team he talks about so fondly will take care of him. He acts like he’s fine, but she knows he’s not, she can see the shadows in his eyes, cast by the memories that haunt him. She doubts that the Doctor even notices; from the start he’s been dismissive of Jack’s deaths, as if the mere fact that he revives each time means that he doesn’t suffer. That couldn’t be further from the truth. Dying is bad enough, the level of pain varying with the cause of death, but resurrecting, often before he’s healed, must be excruciating. Immortality clearly isn’t all it’s cracked up to be; she wouldn’t wish it on her worst enemy, much less a man she’s come to consider a friend.



So Martha knows she’s done the right thing, choosing to stay here where she’s needed, but she’s going to miss the excitement and adventure. Or maybe she won’t; after walking the earth for an entire year, she’s experienced enough adventure to last her for some time. There’s a lot to be said for staying in one place and just getting on with life; she has her medical training to complete, for one thing.



Anyway, the Doctor doesn’t need her, he never really did. Walking away, she hears the TARDIS dematerialise, but she doesn’t even look back. That part of her life is over; it’s time to look to the future. This is where she belongs and she’s never felt more certain of anything in her life. That feels like a good place to begin.




The End




Date: 2015-11-09 09:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dm12.livejournal.com
That took a lot of guts to do what Martha did! Truly her most courageous moment was in recognizing everything around her and doing something about it, walking away.

I did get the feeling that some of the Doctor's companions viewed him as a human with cool toys, never truly understanding that he is alien, that his perspectives are totally different to humans. We are Earth-centric, but he has the entire universe to worry about and consider, and sometimes that will clash. Even if he does view Earth almost as a second home (the only one left, actually)...the only one who seemed wary enough, and aware enough of his alien-ness was Donna, it seems. She was a little older, though, had been around the block a few times. Add to that, her first introduction to him showed him as the Oncoming Storm, at almost his worst. He was just standing there as he wiped out the Racnoss babies, with that look on his face, totally void of emotion. It scared the bejeepers out of Donna. She knew what he was, and it wasn't human.

As for the Master, Martha is right to some degree. However, there is a huge history between them, for much longer than she could even imagine, and neither one is human. She has no clue, yet she's right. The Doctor had no concern at the end other than the Master, not the damage he'd done, the lives he's left in tatters, nothing other than the fact the Master was refusing to regenerate. It was shocking to see, and that's why Martha had to leave, on her own terms.

Nicely explored!

Date: 2015-11-10 03:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cynthia2015.livejournal.com
When the new series began, Rusty made the Ninth Doctor a bloke who was going through PTD because of the Time War and that seemed to shift everything the Doctor was from the old series. The fact that Nine called humans "apes" was so us viewers could see he was alien.

I've read that it was intentional that Ten acted the most "human" because of Roses influence so you can blame her.

I believe that Eleven reverted back to acting more "alien" because of the pain he went through as Ten.

Martha got over the crush once her family was held captive by the Master, being angry at the Doctor at first. Then moving on from that. Showing her concern for Donna to be careful because of the danger of getting too close to the Doctor and but also saying it's not his fault.

Even though Martha went through a lot of hardships while traveling with the Doctor, she at least got the best outcome.

In "The Last of the Time Lords" commentary David Tennant said the Doctor feels guilty for what he put Martha through, but the Doctor only verbally admits this to Donna.

Date: 2015-11-10 08:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cynthia2015.livejournal.com
It would have been nice if Martha have had a better time traveling with the Doctor, but at least she used it as a learning experience. She was happy and the only upside to what happen to her family is that her parents got back together again.

Ten was freaked out by what Rose accidentally did to Jack. But I wished he had treated him with more respect. Rose never knew what she really did to Jack.

I never liked Ten until he was with Donna. As much as I respect David Tennant as an actor, his Doctor got on my nerves most of the time. There were moments I'd feel sorry for him but because of the way RTD wanted to handle his story arc, (make him do stupid human mistakes) I couldn't. I missed Nine even if he did call humans "apes".

Ah Eleven!. I liked him more because it was like he was letting go of all the pain from being Ten. He acted more mature, even though he looked younger. He reverted back to being an alien, but still people friendly. He was great with kids.
Edited Date: 2015-11-10 08:35 pm (UTC)

Date: 2015-11-10 10:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cynthia2015.livejournal.com
"I liked Ten well enough, but Eleven has been my favourite, followed by Nine. In a way, I think David Tennant was too normal-looking for the Doctor. I loved Donna probably best out of all the companions, she was more the Doctor's equal and it was good to see someone who wasn't mooning over him."

RTD was continuing the "Casanova" image with David Tennant and I think it was distracting.



"Being freaked out wasn't much of an excuse for such callous treatment."

I think so to I have discuss this with other people on LJ and some say it's because Jack's immortality was "unnatural" compared to the recent take on immortality story on the series so It's a matter of perspective. That's their opinion and I try to respect that, not that I agree with it.

Date: 2015-11-11 02:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cynthia2015.livejournal.com
I can't bother debating with someone, unless I think I can articulate my point of view. The only way I can make peace with Ten is to see Twelve as an example of the Doctor learning from his mistakes.

I agree that Jack should have been given respect from Ten. At least Jack got to reject the Doctor's invitation because he had responsibility with his Torchwood team.

David Tennant auditioned for the "Casanova" role first, so didn't have to for the Doctor. It was RTD's intention to make Ten "very human" because of Roses influence. At least Donna didn't forget he was alien because he needed someone to nurture him sometimes.

"Casanova" wasn't my cup of tea due to the subject matter. It put me off David Tennant when his acting with an English accent. I did like him in "Recovery" though even if it was sad. His portrayal of the character was realistic and I know that because I have had to deal with a similar situation in real life.

Anyway. I have appreciated discussing these topics with you:)
Edited Date: 2015-11-11 11:19 am (UTC)

Date: 2015-11-11 08:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cynthia2015.livejournal.com
I believe the Doctor should have a champion that is going to love him unconditionally, and apparently it took a mature age woman like Donna to do that.

I think they are trying to replicate that kind of relationship with Twelve and Clara but Donna with Ten will always be my ideal pairing. I do like Twelve on his own.

I didn't like the "sexual tension" stuff introduced in the new series, but at least all of them except Rose got over their infatuation with the Doctor.

Now that the series has explored the concept of the Doctor "being human" we don't have to see that again.

I'm selective with what I watch on TV. Sometimes I might be influenced to see a program because of a certain actor or actress but if I don't like the premise of what they are in, I won't watch it.

I prefer when David Tennant and Catherine Tate are doing projects together because they look like the best of friends.

I never even heard of Catherine Tate before Doctor Who so I was wondering why some people were annoyed with her one-off in "The Runaway Bride" and then becoming a full-time champion.

I was channel surfing and came across her sketch show and found it amusing that a grown woman was acting like a teenage girl. Maybe because I was having a bad day that it made me smile. I don't really like her sketch show although her Lauren Cooper is OK.

I'm not sure if you are aware of this, but in Australia back in the eighties there was a similar concept with a comedian who pretended to be a teenage girl called "Kylie Mole". They even had Kylie Minogue guest star along side her once. Lauren Cooper reminded me of that.

Thank you for the invite. It's nice to talk with those on LJ who appreciated Donna.

By the way, is Torchwood finished?

Date: 2015-11-12 07:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cynthia2015.livejournal.com

I can see what you mean with sketch shows. I only found Catherine Tate characters funny when she did them for the "Comic Relief" charity. Mainly to see David Tennnant and Daniel Craig doing something different than what what they are known for.

I watch a program that's called "How Not To Behave" about etiquette that demonstrates it in sketch form. At least it's educational without being too silly.

Clara was suppose to be good in regards to how she could keep up with the Eleven Doctor verbally, but the flirting and the "Impossible Girl" story line didn't thrill me.

I see Twelve being close to Clara because of the familiarity of knowing her when he was Eleven. I'm not saying the things she did for the Doctor weren't important, but her friendship with the Doctor pales in comparison to Donna.

If I try to make parallels between Donna in "Fires of Pompeii" to Clara in "The Day of the Doctor" when they reason with the Doctor. I found Donna's plea more emotional than Clara's. They even show that scene again as a reminder for the Doctor. It's a good thing that Catherine Tate can do dramatic scenes.

I mainly read fanfic with Donna, maybe Eleven if it's related to Donna. I don't read the one's with Rose because I ended up not liking the direction her character went.

It's a shame about Torchwood. I watch it until the end due to loyalty. I must admit it was at it's best at series 2. I was that keen of Gwen either but tried to focus on the parts when she wasn't being selfish. I didn't like how she cheated on Rhys and I wish we had gotten to see Owen and Toshiko develop more as characters before they were killed off.

Anyway. Sorry but I have a tendency to get comprehensive. I've been meaning to write my own post so I can direct people to that instead.

Date: 2015-11-12 12:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cynthia2015.livejournal.com
Twelve was incoherent after regenerating and he had some form of amnesia. It was like Twelve and Clara were getting to know each other again. At least they resolved the conflict.

I didn't like the "I hate soldiers" thing but I did like how his grumpiness lead to some humor with Courtney.

Compare that to how Rose handled the Doctor when he regenerated. It seemed quick but superficial. It was like she only liked him again because she still found him physically attractive. You probably can tell I don't like Rose much.

Martha tried to support Ten but that was compromised by the fact they were both in denial about her crush. Ten acting like a "human" bloke and not giving Martha the real reason Rose was gone. Maybe then Martha wouldn't have had that crush and been jealous of Rose. She had to over hear him talking to Jack about it.

In the deleted scenes you can see how good Donna was for Ten. I bet RTD didn't include those in the episode because it showed how much better Ten was with her compared to Rose.

As much as I like that RTD brought back the show, he tends to make some characters who are his favorites "flawed" and disregards others. That's what I saw with Rose and Gwen. I was suppose to like them but didn't. I wanted more of Martha and Toshiko.

There should have been another series of Owen and Toshiko. We only saw snippets of their potential.
I didn't like that Ianto was killed for plot purposes.

When I don't like the conclusion of a character I like, I read some good fanfic.

Date: 2015-11-12 10:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cynthia2015.livejournal.com
When I joined LJ I only intended to post comments but now I have done drafts of fic's about Donna and Ten. I'm not sure if I'm good enough writer. So far I have given a few to bas_math_girl who has had been very encouraging.

"Rose was as shallow as any teenager, obsessed with looks.'

That's why I think her "love" for the Doctor was superficial. I tried to forgive her immaturity for the fact that she challenged Nine on moral dilemmas but then she stopped with Ten. Was it because he was "pretty"?.

The Doctor gave her special treatment over the others like Mickey, Jack and Martha. I think the Doctor realized that towards the end. That's why he gave her the Meta-Crisis Doctor. She wanted something that he couldn't/wouldn't give her: domestic commitment. I didn't like that bit either but what else was RTD going to do when he brought Rose back?.

Although the show needed a character about Roses age to start off with, I couldn't agree with her views. For example in the "The Idiots lantern". Since Rose had "daddy issues", she told Tommy to go after his Dad when his mother have had enough of her husbands abusive behavior. In real life it's not that simple. But then it's hard to address the issue of domestic abuse on a family show like Doctor who.

I wonder where Martha's arc would have gone if she hadn't gone through those hardships with Ten. The only plus side was that she gain confidence and knew she had the potential to be the best without needing the Doctor's approval.

Martha's role in saving the world was the most challenging compared to other champions. All on her own traveling the world undetected without any powers, repeating the same message over and over again. Just using some instructions from the Doctor.

Moffat didn't really explain his motive for why Twelve hated soldiers so much. I thought it was going to lead to something more. I assume Twelve is over that now. I didn't like the fact that Danny was very judgmental towards the Doctor.

Maybe Danny was taking out his bad experiences as a soldier by those higher in command and transferring it onto the Doctor. I know Twelve didn't help matters but I still thought Danny was out of line. It was way more hostile to how the previous doctor's handled a champions boyfriend and vice versa. I wish they had got along.

Anyway, that's just my perspective on it.:)
Edited Date: 2015-11-12 10:14 pm (UTC)

Date: 2015-11-14 05:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cynthia2015.livejournal.com
I think I have to work on my creative writing because I have been busy doing TAFE assessments where the feedback I got from the teachers is even though I answer the questions correctly, I tend to get too comprehensive or too detailed.

With Nine, Rose was more reserved. She even commented on the huge age gap. She was still flirting with guys like Jack, Adam and Mickey who she kept waiting until he made the decision for her.

Sure the Doctor was "younger looking" as Ten but his attitude had changed so the dynamic changed too. I guess Rose assumed this would mean the Doctor would commit to her even if it was unrealistic. Apparently in Roses case, being in love with someone clouds your judgement so much you forget to see whats best for them.

With Rose I just say she was immature but I thought the reason that Jack choose her, was to be the "heart of Torchwood". It took how many years for Jack to find someone who was compassionate and nurturing and that's all he could find?. I guess every time she did something stupid, it was meant to be seen as her not being too perfect. Eve Myles does have a knack of knowing how to be dramatic. I saw her on "Broadchurch 2", and her character was even more unstable but that's another story.

I agree that was the only way for Martha to gain confidence in herself. I still wish she had a better time though.

When I don't understand a character's point of view I try to give them the benefit of the doubt. I had hoped that the Doctor and Danny could have resolved their differences somehow. Danny's character was shown heavily throughout series 8 and I feel that his backstory still needs to be dealt with, even though Danny died. What happened to the kid he accidentally killed that was brought back from the dead?.

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Date: 2015-11-10 04:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] owensheart.livejournal.com
Perfect look at events from Marthas Perspective.

Great fic

Date: 2015-11-11 10:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nightchild78.livejournal.com
Your analysis of Martha's state of mind is very insightful.

At least she was given the choice and had a chance to say goodbye properly. Others, like Jack weren't so lucky.

Date: 2015-11-11 12:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] maldeluxx.livejournal.com
So much truth in all of this *nods* :)

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