Thank you! I just had dinner and I am watching a "House" show on my DVD set, but I would rather have NCIS. I am going to look into buying them off Amazon.com or ebay, whichever have the best prices.
Yes it has been going on a long time, and Michael thinks the same thing that it is not me causing the rash. I think he is probably right. I think the doctors are just clueless. The dumb doc at the walk-in clinic was of no help, just gave me the steroid shot and said to see an alergist to fiqure out which med was causing it. I have had allergies to pollens and sinus problems all my life, but never rashes unless it happened as a reaction to a drug, but when I stopped the drug, the antidote made it go away for good. This is more complicated, too many drugs in my system and I am under so much stress, I just have no idea.
I am going to make a list of fun things to do and think about so I won't go or can keep myself from going into a deep hole. I am praying more than I have in a long time. I feel like a bit of a hypocrite, but I know God loves me even though I have not talked to him enough these past years. I have to hold onto hope. I have to believe I can survive this, and it won't last forever. I will heal, it just may take more time than I like, and I need a lot of patience. I have never been good at having patience. I will still go to doctors and try to find answers, but try not to let myself get too depressed if they don't have all the answers, and also getting depressed researching and looking for support on the net. Seems to hurt me more than help a lot of times.
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Date: 2012-06-16 12:47 am (UTC)Yes it has been going on a long time, and Michael thinks the same thing that it is not me causing the rash. I think he is probably right. I think the doctors are just clueless. The dumb doc at the walk-in clinic was of no help, just gave me the steroid shot and said to see an alergist to fiqure out which med was causing it. I have had allergies to pollens and sinus problems all my life, but never rashes unless it happened as a reaction to a drug, but when I stopped the drug, the antidote made it go away for good. This is more complicated, too many drugs in my system and I am under so much stress, I just have no idea.
I am going to make a list of fun things to do and think about so I won't go or can keep myself from going into a deep hole. I am praying more than I have in a long time. I feel like a bit of a hypocrite, but I know God loves me even though I have not talked to him enough these past years. I have to hold onto hope. I have to believe I can survive this, and it won't last forever. I will heal, it just may take more time than I like, and I need a lot of patience. I have never been good at having patience. I will still go to doctors and try to find answers, but try not to let myself get too depressed if they don't have all the answers, and also getting depressed researching and looking for support on the net. Seems to hurt me more than help a lot of times.