I'm glad you try to stay positive. I'm not doing too well at that today.
My rash is back just when I thought we had it figured out. I am going to keep reducing the antidepressant and take my pain pill because I still can't function without them at all. The pain is unbearable. The pills make me depressed, but don't have a choice. If I still have the rash after being completely off the antidepressant then I will know it is the pain pills too...probably?...and by then I hope I will be referred to the pain clinic. If I still then have the rash...I will kill myself!...ok, no I won't, but I will have to start eliminating other drugs or see an allergist. I just don't know anymore? Maybe I am doing it to myself. Maybe it is just stress hives. I am not in a good place right now and I need to do something fun.
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Date: 2012-06-15 09:37 pm (UTC)My rash is back just when I thought we had it figured out. I am going to keep reducing the antidepressant and take my pain pill because I still can't function without them at all. The pain is unbearable. The pills make me depressed, but don't have a choice. If I still have the rash after being completely off the antidepressant then I will know it is the pain pills too...probably?...and by then I hope I will be referred to the pain clinic. If I still then have the rash...I will kill myself!...ok, no I won't, but I will have to start eliminating other drugs or see an allergist. I just don't know anymore? Maybe I am doing it to myself. Maybe it is just stress hives. I am not in a good place right now and I need to do something fun.