I think he keeps on keeping on because he really has no other choice. All he can do is take one day at a time, try not to look too far ahead, because that would lead to despair. He's trapped with no way out. It might not be quite so bad if only he had someone to share forever with, but by himself, I can't imagine anything worse.
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Date: 2021-01-10 01:22 pm (UTC)Thank you.