I think I've about got everything covered crystal-wise. I was looking for blue/green smithsonite, but smithsonite in general is prohibitively expensive and the blue/green form doesn't seem to be available anywhere. Mostly it's brown. *shrugs* I'll stick with what I've got. Got a new Crazy Lace Agate - that's supposed to banish fears and clear emotional pain, which sounds like what I need. It's a gentle, silvery one =)

I'm doing better without the drugs and I'm looking up self-help advice too.