I don't blame you for wanting out of New York. I don't like being up high anyway and I have a fear of elevators, I hate being in them ever since I got stuck between floors, and that was only for like 10 minutes. I could never cope with a skyscraper even without the reasons you have. People who were directly involved in any way are surely still suffering various kinds of PTSD, it's not at all surprising.
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